tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60801332912601422872024-03-05T14:07:15.959-07:00Writing in a Red DressTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.comBlogger35125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-26267103036808188012012-07-17T14:00:00.002-07:002012-07-20T11:12:29.751-07:00Secrets<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><b>Today's prompt:</b></i></span><br />
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<div style="font-family: Georgia, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 140%; margin: 0px;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><b>A tiny poem by Robert Frost to inspire you this week:</b></i></span></div><blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><strong><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">The Secret Sits</span></em></strong></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><b>We dance round in a ring and suppose,<br />
But the Secret sits in the middle and knows.</b></i></span></div></blockquote><div class="wp-caption alignnone" id="attachment_3154" style="width: 149px;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><b><img alt="The Secret Sits, writing prompt, creative writing prompt" class="wp-image-3154 " height="210" src="http://writeonedge.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/3377332163_4cd9161dd3_o-199x300.jpg" title="3377332163_4cd9161dd3_o" width="139" /> </b></i></span><br />
<div class="wp-caption-text"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><b>Image courtesy of stevendepolo via Flickr/CC2.0</b></i></span></div></div><div style="font-size: 13px;"><b><i>You have 450 words. Come back and link up on Friday!</i></b></div><span style="font-size: x-small;"><img height="1" src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/TheRedDressClub/~4/pTLBk3-J6Ao?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email" width="1" /></span></div><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Kaylie pretended to sleep but she could barely breathe. She felt like her heart had sunk to the bottom of her belly and was made of lead.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Mark said he was going to the Tilted Kilt to watch the game with the guys from work. When he came home, much later than expected, he mumbled something about the place being crowded, extra innings, and went to take a shower. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Kaylie told him about her day while he dried off, brushed his teeth and slipped into bed. She could tell he wasn't really listening. Then he kissed her goodnight with the same attention he paid to absentmindedly turning on the alarm clock. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>Why was he so late for a ball game? Why a shower the second he got home? It's like he doesn't want to see me. Why? He didn't even notice my new haircut. What was he thinking about instead? WHO was he thinking about instead. Is it me? I am getting older. And I have put on a few pounds in the last year. Maybe he isn't attracted to me anymore. Maybe he met someone else. Oh, my god, what will I do if he leaves me? I still love him! I'm still attracted to him, even if he has put on a little. </i>With her mind racing and the tears filling her eyes, Kaylie glanced over at Mark. He was staring at the ceiling, frowning. At last, he sighed and turned toward her.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">"I need to tell you something. You're going to find out about it anyway, so I might as well come clean." Mark said.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Kaylie held her breath and listened, blood pounding in her ears.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">"Jillian went with us to the bar. She's the new accounts manager. Well, you would probably like her." Mark waffled.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Kaylie remembered seeing Jillian the week before when she picked Mark up for a lunch date. Jillian was tall and curvy, with thick, wavy hair and bright red lipstick.<i> God, she's my exact opposite! </i>Jillian thought.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Mark took a deep breath and continued. "I know you wanted to start shopping for a house this summer and.... well.... we were supposed to working together on saving for a down payment."</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Kaylie could see her happy dreams shattering into shards of pain and disappointment.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">In a rush, Mark finally revealed his dirty little secret. "The Mets lost their spot in the playoffs in the 11th inning, and I bet Jillian $100 that they'd be going to the series."</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Kaylie's breath returned to her and her heart resumed its place in her chest.</span><br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-76463728865101865432011-12-23T15:33:00.000-07:002011-12-23T15:33:46.719-07:00A Gift For YOUMy Christmas gift to you:<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-6250732456202653872011-11-22T13:03:00.002-07:002014-11-07T11:37:13.638-07:00A Quiet PlaceI don't exactly remember when I found my quiet place. It may have been when I was very small, and my older brothers and sister were too big to play with me. It may have been when I learned to read and could be transported anywhere...just by opening a book.<br />
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Maybe I found it when I first started forming my own ideas about religion. Or the first time a boyfriend broke up with me. Did I find it when my children were small and my patience was tested every day? Or when they were older and my desire to solve things for them vied with their need to make their own mistakes?<br />
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It could be that I found that quiet place when my father died. Or I may have found it when my children were born. Maybe I found it one of the times when I made a big mistake and had to face the fact that I am not perfect, even though I keep expecting me to be.<br />
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Whenever it was that I found it for the first time, I always seem to be able to return to it when I need to. When the demands of others press in on me like that giant trash compactor in "Star Wars" I can retreat to my quiet place. When my own fears (of which there is a rich abundance) crowd me I can close that comforting door on them and go back to my quiet place. When insomnia is turning my brain to pudding, I wrap my quiet place around me like a warm and cozy blanket.<br />
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It's my own imagination.<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-76219553971034466002011-11-17T13:26:00.001-07:002011-11-17T13:34:03.613-07:00NaNoWriMo HalfwayWe are just over the halfway point in the insanity that is the NaNoWriMo challenge. I feel like I'm doing pretty well, being at just over 33,000 words at this point. The writing is going well. My Sweet Hubs is wonderfully supportive, assuaging my guilt about not paying attention to anyone except my imagination and my qwerty keyboard.<br />
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I have a confession to make. I am a pantser. I know that this is not the way a professional writes a novel, but I can't help it. It works for me. I figure out who my main characters are, the time and place for the storyline to evolve, and I put my hands on the home row. There may or may not be a general idea of where a story is going. For my NaNo project, I had a myriad of ideas, but settled on nothing. I just sat down and started writing. <br />
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For me, writing this is a lot like playing Barbies when I was a child. I didn't have a whole life figured out for them. I just put Barbie and Ken together and imagined what they would do. And what they would do next, and so on. Except, here I am not limited to how many dolls my parents could afford. I can put my dolls anywhere in the world and make them anything I want them to be. (What was that one episode of the Twilight Zone where the people find out that they are really just the playthings of some enormous child?)<br />
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Maybe I shouldn't admit that I'm a pantser. I imagine there are some readers out there who will say that they can tell I'm a pantser by my writing. Maybe they can, but I don't think so. I certainly hope not! The evolution of a story is not just a random thing for me. I guide it, I research detail I need as I go along, or else I write down questions for future research and revision. Where would a young man in the Bitterroot Valley go to enlist in the army in 1861? Writing takes research. Or maybe, revising takes research.<br />
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Don't think that this means I just dash off whatever comes to me and that's all there is to it. My first draft is pretty much pure writing-by-the-seat-of-my-pants. Then comes the work of revision, revision, revision.<br />
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With that in mind, I'm going to share a small excerpt from "A Light In The Mountains", my NaNo project.<br />
If you'd like to see the first chapter, <a href="http://contemplatinghappiness.blogspot.com/2011/11/chapter-1-light-in-mountains.html" target="_blank"><span style="color: #b5653b;">click here</span></a>.<br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">June, 1861</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"> It was three more weeks before Genesis Nash pulled up his courage and spoke to his father about going off to war. Exodus waited to see what would happen before he considered it further.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"> Abram was pitching hay to the milk cow when Genesis came to him. “Pop,” he began. “Um. Uh. Did you know that George Yeager and Amos McNeeley both went off to join the war?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> Abram put the pitchfork aside, leaned against the stall and took a deep breath. “And.?”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “And... They’re both my age. Well, Amos is younger.”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “And?”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “And they’re going off to fight the Rebels.”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “Aaand…?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “And I’m thinking about going, too.” Genesis hurried to continue before Abram could say anything. “I know you both think I’m too young. But I’m almost old enough and they won’t ask anyway. I’ve heard they don’t ask.”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “Why do you want to fight the Rebels?” Abram asked.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “Well. They shouldn’t be trying to break up the union this way. And they shouldn’t have fired on Fort Sumter.” Genesis’ answer lacked fire and he knew it. “Pop. If I don’t go off and see this, I might never get another chance. It will be the adventure I’ll remember all of my life. I’m a man now. I’ve got to go and join.” </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “What can I tell you, then, son? It won’t be an adventure. Oh, it will seem like one at first, and then when you get in your first fight and have to look a man in the face and kill him, the adventure will be gone and you’ll know that it’s hell on earth to war.”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “But they’re Rebs! They’re the enemy! What’s so bad about killing an enemy?”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “That’s what a young man thinks: that it’s easy to kill an enemy. But when you look right at him, and you see a face not unlike your own, and he speaks your language and maybe his father went to school with yours… and when you kill him and see the life evaporate from his eyes and you know you did it. Then you will know." Abram said, then continued.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"> “I know you don’t believe me now. That’s alright. It’s just important for you to hear me so that you will remember my words on that future day when you will need them. Call him ‘enemy’ now, son, but remember always that he is a man. He is someone’s son, brother, husband… and to him you are the ‘enemy’. Never forget that whatever you are fighting over, he is still a man, just like you.”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> Now Genesis sat down and took a moment to collect his thoughts. “Did you kill anyone in the Mexican War, Pop?”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"> “I did, and I will never forget it. I doubt I’ll ever get over it, either. He couldn’t have been more than 16. The way his eyes changed when he died…the light went out behind them, and he was gone. And it was me that killed him.” Abram’s voice trailed away.</span>Trish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-7661235600459397572011-11-09T15:39:00.002-07:002011-11-11T15:06:27.014-07:00Dialogue Me"I think you really have something here." She said, looking at the rough draft on the computer screen.<br />
"Are you sure? It seems to be....missing.....<em>something</em>." She replied.<br />
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She scrolled down the pages, looking at how much was written. "Will you finish in time to complete the challenge?" She asked.<br />
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Big sigh: "I don't know. I hope so. There are just so many other things that call for my attention! I seem to the only person in the house who knows what dish soap is, or how to turn on the stove."<br />
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She smiled, nodding. "I know what you mean. Sometimes you have to choose your priorities, though. The dishes will still be there tomorrow. There's always a bowl of cereal, if they're that hungry. But YOU only have until the end of the month to get 50,000 words down. And I know you. You want them to be good words."<br />
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She patted herself across the face and scolded, "Stop talking to yourself, damn it! Start writing!"<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-53637175684543755092011-11-04T20:07:00.002-07:002011-11-04T20:07:57.878-07:00Chapter 1: A Light In The Mountains<div class="MsoNormal">Outside of Hellgate Trading Post,</div><div class="MsoNormal"><st1:place><st1:placename>Idaho</st1:placename> <st1:placetype>Territory</st1:placetype></st1:place>, May 1861</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Abram Nash was rousted from his sleep by the dog tugging on his hand. She had his hand firmly, but gently, in her mouth and was trying to pull him out of bed.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“Peaches, what is it?” Abram said in a sleepy whisper. The dog pulled until Abram’s feet were on the floor. She waited in the hall until he slipped his boots on and followed her. Peaches trotted to kitchen door and looked back.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“Can’t you wait ‘til sunup like the rest of us?” He grumbled, thinking the collie-mix dog just needed to do her business. Abram opened the door and turned to go back to bed, but Peaches darted back and grabbed his hand again.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“What? Girl, are you smelling things again, or what?” But Abram followed Peaches, anyway, in spite of his grumbling. The whinny from the barn startled the sleep from his brain and Abram Nash figured out what his dog was trying to tell him.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">The buckskin mare was having her foal. She was confined to her stall in the barn and the Nash family was keeping a close eye on her. This was her first foal and she was Geneva Nash’s favorite mare. Abram was anxious to see this foal, with a buckskin dam and palomino sire, it was sure to be handsome. It wouldn’t matter. <st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> would love it no matter what it looked like. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Abram whispered in his sleeping wife’s ear, “<st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city>. It’s foaling time. Gen. Genny. Wake up Gen. We have work to do.” </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">He brushed the caramel strands from her face and waited for her green eyes to open. <st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> was a ranch wife and woke early every day with never a complaint; she worked cheerfully until the day’s chores were done. But when she slept, she slept like a dead thing. Hard, quiet and damn near impossible to rouse.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">At last, she rolled to her back and opened her eyes.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“Wake up Mrs. Nash. There’s going to be a new mouth to feed this day.” Abram said.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“Is Cupcake having her foal?” <st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> was awake and on her feet in the same breath.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Abram smiled at his impulsive wife, running out to the barn in her bare feet and nightgown. Thirty-six years old and she still had the exuberance of a girl. The moonlight shining through her nightgown showed still had the slim, supple build of a girl, too, except for the softness of her belly, so newly after childbirth. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">The early May morning was chilly, and within just a few minutes, <st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> was back inside to start the coffee and get dressed. First foals, like first babies, generally took a while. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">When the bacon was fried and biscuits ready to bake, Geneva Nash rang the bell, waking her brood and starting the day. One by one, their sleepy faces appeared around the kitchen table. Daughter Patience helped <st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> get breakfast on the table and the oldest sons, Genesis and Exodus milked the two dairy cows before it was time to eat.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">It was Leviticus’ job to fill the wood bins, and Deuteronomy had to bring in enough water to fill the reservoir on the wood stove, plus two buckets besides. On wash day, he had to fill the laundry tub, too.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Judge Nash was ten years old, and he helped Abram feed the stock. Temperance made the beds and Faith, Hope and Charity, ages 7, 6 and 5 respectively, fed the poultry and gathered the morning eggs. Joshua and Samuel, only 3 and 1, sat in their high chairs attended by Patience, while <st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> put the newborn twins Isaiah and Ezra to breast.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Morning in the Nash family was a whirlwind.</div><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US;"><br clear="all" style="page-break-before: always;" /> </span> <div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“I heard that George Yeager joined up to fight the Rebs.” Genesis Nash told his brother Exodus. Their milking chores gave them a little time for confidential talk.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“But George ain’t old enough to join. He’s only seventeen.” Exodus said.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“He told them he was eighteen, and nobody checked to make sure.”</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“So? What are you saying?” Exodus knew it wasn’t just conversation.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“If he can get away with it, I can, too. I look older’n seventeen, don’t I? I know I look older than George. What you think Pop would do if I lied about my age and joined up?” Genesis asked.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Exodus thought a while. What would Pop do? “I don’t know what he’d do, brother. He might be mad, but then, he might understand, too. If I was you, I’d be more worried about what Momma would do.”</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Genesis sat up on his milking stool and pictured what his Momma might do. She was only about five feet tall and maybe a hundred pounds, but the thought of crossing her gave him a sick feeling in the pit of his gut. The streaks of red in her caramel hair were a comment on her personality. Most of the time she was cool headed and warm hearted. But get crossways of her, and the red showed itself. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Thinking back over his seventeen years of life, Genesis couldn’t remember her ever actually <i>doing</i> anything in particular when that crimson fury showed up behind her green eyes. It was just that the feeling of having Momma displeased with you was so uncomfortable. She didn’t say anything, or whup up on you like some Mommas did. She wasn’t mean when she was mad. That just made it all the worse. She was always so patient and cheerful, that when she ever did get mad, you took notice. To have been the one who made her mad made you feel like a real snake. Momma didn’t have to do anything about it. You beat yourself up, feeling terrible that you could be so bad that you made Momma unhappy.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Now, Pop: he was different. Genesis could picture the way Pop’s black eyebrows came together in a frown, and how his almost-black eyes snapped with anger. He might use the bible to teach you the lesson he wanted you to learn. He might show you the verse that told you what was wrong with what you did. He might make you copy down that verse many times, depending on your transgression. You might earn yourself a long lecture that sounded and felt a lot like a sermon. Or he might just make you go out to the creek bottom and cut a switch from the willow tree. You could never tell with Pop.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“What about you? You’re sixteen. Ain’t you tempted to go join up and fight them Rebs?” Genesis asked.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“I don’t know. I’ve thought about. But it such a hard decision. I’d have to lie, and I hate to lie. Pop needs us both here. With all the little ones, he needs us bigger ones to work. Anyway, I bet that fight will be over by the time we can get all the way from the territory here to <st1:state><st1:place>South Carolina</st1:place></st1:state>. But then, we might never have the chance to have such an adventure again. We’d see places we might not ever see otherwise, and meet people from all over. Plus, those Rebels, firing on <st1:place><st1:placetype>Fort</st1:placetype> <st1:placename>Sumter</st1:placename></st1:place>: it makes me mad. It’d be like slapping Pop. You just don’t do that. They need to be punished, that’s sure. But I don’t know about us being the ones to do it. We’re just ranchers. What do we know about fighting wars?”</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Temperance bounced her little blond pigtails into the barn and told the boys that breakfast was almost ready. At nine years old, she was already growing into a beauty and was so sweet that even her big brothers never picked on her. She didn’t flounce or priss around, but was such an angel child that no one could ever be cross with her.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“Mommy says the biscuits are brown and coffee is hot. Are you done with the milking, yet?” Temperance asked.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“This old cow is just about played out.” Genesis said. “We’ll need to get her freshened before long. Here, walk on this side of me, little cookie. Sometimes that cow kicks and her big foot would kick a little nubbin like you into next week.”</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">Temperance took his hand and bobbed along beside him like a kite on a string. Walking with her big brother was one of her favorite things in life. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">The rest of the family was already at the table when the oldest two and Temperance walked in.<span> </span>She slid into her chair, Genesis and Exodus plunked the milk buckets down and sat, too. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“We’ll bow our heads”, Started Abram. “Heavenly Father, King of the Universe, we thank Thee for the food on our table, the health in our bodies and the strength of our family. Forgive us our sins and make us worthy of Thy bounty. Amen.” The morning prayer was usually short and to the point with Abram Nash. He was homesteading a big spread and had a lot to do every day. God would understand.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“I think we’ll have a new foal around her by nightfall, youngsters.” Abram told his brood, while he slid four eggs from the platter onto his plate. Ten of his fourteen children were old enough to understand what that meant. The girls all squealed with joy, provoking a quick hush from their father. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“Piglets squeal, not girls.” He said. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">They ducked their heads, but were still smiling, because Pop was smiling, too. The clinking of forks on plates and blowing on hot coffee replaced the chatter and giggling, until newborn Isaiah howled. He wasn’t quite full when the biscuits were done, but had to be put in his crib for a moment, anyway. He was not a tolerant baby. By the time <st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> could put him to breast, he was purple mad and hiccupping in his howls.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“Oh, are we all going to have trouble with this one, family.” <st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> smiled. “He is going to be the one to punch sweet Patience here in the nose, when he gets bigger.”</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“And he’ll spit in Faith’s eye.” Patience said. She looked at Faith like she was passing the ball to her in a game.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“And he’ll pinch Deuteronomy on the arm!” Faith said, and looked at him to give him his turn.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“He’ll twist Judge’s ear!” Deuteronomy said.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“He’ll slap Genesis upside the head” Judge took his turn at the game.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“He’ll bite Hope’s finger!” Genesis said.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“He’ll pull Charity’s pigtail!” Hope said.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“And he’ll give Temperance a horse-bite!” Hope said, but she lisped it ‘Tempwance’.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“He’ll trip Exodus and make him fall down!” Temperance said.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“He’ll poke Leviticus in the eye!” Exodus said.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“And then what will he do?” Leviticus asked. “He’ll take little Joshua here and squeeze him until he sneezes all over Samuel, and Samuel will only have Ezra left to pick on.” Leviticus took Ezra out of his crib and cradled his baby brother in his arm. “And nobody could ever pick on Ezra because he is so handsome”</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;"><st1:city><st1:place>Geneva</st1:place></st1:city> and Abram looked across the table at each other and smiled. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;">“I never heard such a bunch of silly children in my life.” Abram scolded, though he wasn’t really mad. “Now eat your breakfast and get to your chores. 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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-70161843842390088202011-11-04T20:06:00.002-07:002011-11-04T20:06:32.174-07:00NaNoWriMoI took the plunge. I'm trying it. Close my eyes, hold my breath and jump into the deep end. Which is an especially appropriate metaphor because I don't know how to swim. Honest. I don't.<br />
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Do you know about <a href="http://www.nanowrimo.org/en/about/whatisnano" target="_blank">NaNoWriMo</a>? It's a competition with yourself. The National Novel Writing Month, to write almost 1700 words every day for the month of November. At the end, if I do it, I will have my sequel.<br />
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So until December 1st, my dear ones, don't expect to see a lot of new posts. I have a deadline!<br />
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Would you like to read my first chapter? I'll post it next.<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-43588227115227376432011-11-01T11:47:00.001-07:002011-11-01T13:44:39.442-07:00Failure IS An Option!<div style="text-align: center;"><em>This week, we’ve asked you to share with us a special recipe. But, we’ve asked you to do more than just list out ingredients.</em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><em>We challenged you to take us back…to take us into your memory, in 500 words or less</em></div><br />
You'll never want to eat at my house again after I tell you this story.<br />
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I've been cooking with game meat for a quarter of a century, now. It's lean. It's healthy. In our area, it's as organic as anything ever was. It's LEAN. So one year, we added some beef fat to the grind when we made hamburger meat. That was the start of my undoing.<br />
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I found a recipe for Cornbread-Tamale Pie: a lovely casserole using ground meat. With hundreds of pounds of ground meat in my freezer, every new recipe was a treasure. It called for tomatoes, green chilies, onions, corn, spices and two whole pounds of ground meat! A winner!<br />
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I sauteed the onions. Then I added the meat and browned everything. Added the rest of the ingredients....what I didn't do was drain the meat. Yeah. Silly me.<br />
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Then I discovered I did not have enough yellow cornmeal. I did have a little bit of blue cornmeal, though.<br />
Everything I knew about the color wheel left me, because I mixed the two together.<br />
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It smelled good. It was probably safe to eat. But when I pulled that dish out of the oven, it looked exactly like a bowl of greenish dog puke.<br />
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The undrained fat had bubbled up through the tomatoes and floated the corn to the edges. The greenish "cornbread" topping had greasy holes punctuating it, with tomato juice perking through like some weird geological feature at Yellowstone.<br />
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We stood as a family and looked at the abomination of a casserole, silent and frowning. Then we had Lucky Charms for dinner.<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-49664826564589567982011-10-14T14:53:00.001-07:002011-10-16T08:48:28.423-07:00Where Will The Flowers Go?<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">This week we asked you to write a piece – fiction or creative non-fiction – in which a tattoo figures prominently.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">We wanted you to explore the many facets of tattoos: why someone would get them, what the meaning was, what the tattoo says about them. </span><span style="font-size: x-small;">Word limit was 300</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">I stood in line at the grocery store and tried not to stare at the young woman in line ahead of me. Her blonde hair was dyed black and red at the tips, and was gelled up into a dangerous-looking row of mohawk spikes. A pack of cigarattes peeped out of the black leather bra, which was also peeping out. She was wearing "zombie leggings" and black leather biker boots.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Her groceries inched down the conveyor belt. Cigarettes. Cheez-whiz. Petron Silver. Tortilla chips. A bag of M&Ms. And an incongruous bouquet of pink roses.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
She pulled her wallet from her back pocket, showing a flash of white wrist, with a tattoo of a rosebud on it. It was a pink rosebud, angel wings on each side, and the words, "Momma's Angel". As she reached out to hand the checker her club card, I saw the tattoo on her ring finger. It looked like a prison tat. A skull and cross-bones.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">Thanks for the comments! I tried switching the last two paragraphs and it does seem better. Thank you!</div><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>(I am working on polishing my descriptive voice regarding people. I want to be better at showing my reader a true depiction of characters, in a way that will give answers and still inspire questions. This is one of my attempts.)</em></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: left;">Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZ</div>Trish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-28903140060398719172011-10-11T09:57:00.001-07:002011-10-11T09:59:29.258-07:00Opening Day<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Stephen King said, “The scariest moment is always just before you start. After that, things can only get better.”</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">This week we asked you to write a memoir post inspired by that statement – in 300 words or less.</span></div><br />
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It happens every time. I plan. I worry. I walk to get ready.<br />
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I get out my backpack, my camouflage clothes and my 30.06 rifle.<br />
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Sleep eludes me that Thursday night, because opening day is Friday.<br />
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We rise early, Sweet Hubs and I. We want to be in our spot before sunrise.<br />
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My heart rises higher and higher in my chest until it feels like it beats at the back of my tongue, hard enough to make me gag. <br />
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The sky pinks up. The sun inches higher, at last showing its pop of yellow-orange above the horizon and turning the hills purple.<br />
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And there he is. A bull elk. The sun gleams on his pale coat. His antlers, polished brown with ivory tips, crown his magnificent head. 750 pounds of God's stunning handiwork. Several hundred pounds of potential meat for the freezer.<br />
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I lift my gun to my shoulder and look through the scope. I will my heart to slow. Deep breath. Find the "boiler room" and focus the crosshairs there. Calm down. Squeeze the trigger. (This is the part where I wince because my gun kicks like a mule and I just got knocked back into last week.)<br />
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I take a moment to thank God...and to thank the elk. Then the <em><strong>work</strong></em> begins.<br />
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<em><span style="font-size: x-small;">My family is a hunting family. It's how we eat. We have raised our own chickens and beef, but we predominantly eat game meat. Arizona has Coues' Whitetailed deer, mule deer, elk, turkey, bison, Desert Bighorn and Rocky Mountain bighorn sheep, antelope, javelina and black bear. I figure I have cooked close to 6,000 meals out of game meat. </span></em><br />
<em><span style="font-size: x-small;">Just for fun, visit <a href="http://contemplatinghappiness.blogspot.com/2011/01/ground-meat-marathon.html">http://contemplatinghappiness.blogspot.com/2011/01/ground-meat-marathon.html</a> </span></em><br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-7877131144349537992011-10-07T10:48:00.008-07:002011-10-07T15:31:29.507-07:00Turkey Creek<div align="left"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>This week we asked you to take us somewhere. Where was up to you -fiction or creative nonfiction- but we asked you to use your words to paint the setting as vividly as possible. In 200 words.</em></span><br />
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</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"> Just off of Aravaipa in south-central Arizona is a cool, fragrant canyon. It's a gash in the desert, shaded from the harsh reality of the arid, rocky, cactus-ridden challenge above. Sheer rock walls angle over the canyon floor. Cottonwood and Sycamore trees filter the sunlight. In the autumn, those trees drop colorful, oval leaves and turn the blue granite boulders into mosaics of color.<br />
</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"> A lazy creek wanders from one side of the canyon wall to the other, ambling back and forth like a child chasing a butterfly. Coatis run amok in the canyon, a gang of noisy delinquents. I don't speak Coati, but if I did, I bet I'd be shocked at the names they call each other. Canyon Wrens stay above the fray and let their liquid songs fill the canyon. Dainty prints of whitetailed deer in the mud tell me that the little gray ghosts stopped to drink, before darting back up to the desert hills above. Black bears amble back and forth between canyon and desert, eating whatever looks good on nature's salad bar.<br />
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<strong><em>Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZ</em></strong>Trish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-52147509291267044462011-10-04T17:08:00.002-07:002011-10-05T08:33:59.187-07:00What is it?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><em>Your memoir prompt this week comes from Assistant Editor Galit.</em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><em>Conjure</em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Writing short posts is an excellent way to flex your word choice muscles. Which word is the most clear? Poignant? Direct?</span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">This week I want you to conjure something. </span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">An object, a person, a feeling, a color, a season- whatever you like.</span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">But don’t tell me what it is, conjure it.</span></em></div><br />
Soft, velvety smoothness against my bare skin.<br />
A warm smell of newness and earthiness, inexplicably intermingled.<br />
Hard and perfectly rounded, fuzzy and fragile in my right hand, <br />
A firm and well-padded little bump in my left hand, he is light<br />
And yet this is the heaviest responsibility I have ever held.<br />
A dark fringe lying soft against his cheek as he sleeps,<br />
A fleeting smile across his rosebud lips and then a crooked, sideways yawn.<br />
My heart opens wide like a flower in bloom,<br />
Bursting with a new love.<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-32261712502173536942011-09-16T10:24:00.002-07:002011-09-18T12:54:39.656-07:00April 20, 1994<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>Choose a moment from your personal history and mine it for sensory detail. Describe it to us in rich, evocative details. Let us breath the air, hear the heartbeat, the songs, feel the fabric and the touch of that moment.</em></span></div><br />
The room was quiet. Only his halting breaths and the distant, low voices at the nurse's station. The blinds were closed and the midday light was a soft, creamy glow at the window. <br />
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His outline seemed so small, almost insignificant, beneath the white sheet: a mere shadow of the man he once was. That sharp, almost gasping breathing punctuated the air. I sat by his side and held his hand, just in case he knew enough to know someone was with him. His fingertips were still rough from his years at the jeweler's bench. Diaphonous, parchment-thin skin, prickled with black hair covered the back of his hand. It was so unlike the powerful, capable, hard-working hand I had always known.<br />
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Those halting breaths were bitter, adding to the smell of disinfectant and dying in the air. I thought of other days. The smells of campfires, jeweler's rouge, family dinners, sawdust, trout streams and Old Spice. I thought of a little boy who would be losing his cherished grandfather that day: a little boy who was, at that very moment, sharing his dinosaur birthday cake with his kindergarten class. How would I explain this?<br />
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A sudden, ragged, stuttered intake of air. A sharp exhale. The breathing stopped. And my father was gone.<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-40211864438707458442011-09-16T10:01:00.001-07:002011-09-16T10:03:15.479-07:00Orange Crush<div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">Your assignment this week was to write a piece where you explore the first broken heart for your character – or for you.</span></em></div><br />
Janna was picked for the cheerleading squad. She was only a freshman, but she'd been picked. Her heart pounded with joy and excitement as she put on her blue sweater and orange skirt, ready to cheer at her first football game. She held her pom-poms in front of her and looked at her reflection in the mirror. Her red hair was pulled back in a smooth ponytail. Her mascara was perfect. That was all Mom would let her wear: mascara. It had to be perfect. It was all she had to work with.<br />
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The bus ride to the game took 90 minutes. The football players and cheerleaders rode together. Janna sat toward the back. Every once in a while, the star quarterback, Jeremy, would turn around in his seat and smile at her. It made her feel like she could take flight, that the hottest boy in school was smiling at her. At her. At HER!<br />
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Then he got up from his seat and started walking toward the back. Janna's breath came faster. He looked down at her, she scooted over, and QB Jeremy The Hottest Boy In School, <em><strong>a senior,</strong></em> sat down. The blood pumped through her head so quickly that she could barely hear him. I noticed you before. Now you're on the cheer team, we can see each other more. Do you have a boyfriend? Is that what he said? Was he talking to her? She tried not to show him the colossal crush that she'd been carrying around for him all year. <br />
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Janna thought if the bus rolled over in a fiery crash right that second, she'd die happy. She was sitting next to QB Jeremy The Hottest Boy In School and he was talking to her like he liked her. He was looking into her pale blue eyes and .... and.... looking! <br />
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He leaned toward her. Told her she smelled good. He slipped his arm around her. And then he kissed her. He stroked her thigh and, accidentally it seemed, brushed her breast when he put his hand up on her shoulder. Janna gasped with surprise and thrilling excitement. When he tried to really get a feel, she pulled his hand away but kissed him harder.<br />
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The bus turned the corner into the high school parking lot. QB Jeremy The Hottest Boy In School darted away and everyone filed off the bus. Janna waited, trying to compose herself. She was the last one off the bus. <br />
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A group of cheerleaders and football players stood off to one side and didn't look at Janna. The others stood together and were laughing. Janna caught Jeremy's eye and beamed a smile at him. They laughed harder. Some of them imitated her lovesick smile and they laughed some more.<br />
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Hot tears welled up in her pale blue eyes and her face flamed red as the realization hit her. <br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-34213377327764847592011-09-13T11:46:00.001-07:002011-09-13T12:07:48.912-07:00Back In The Saddle<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>For this week’s prompt, we want you to recall those early memories of being online.</em></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>But there are two catches:</em></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>Please do not use the phrase “I remember…”</em></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>Also? No laundry lists. Try to focus on one small memory and share that with us. Tell us how it impacted your life and what it meant for you</em></span></div>I had been a stay-at-home Mom for 10 years. The youngest was enrolled in school, the budget was tight and I was going to the insurance agency to sign papers on a new policy, one that would save us some money. I walked out with new insurance and a job.<br />
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My sister gave me a bag full of hand-me-downs, because I didn't have any office clothes from the current century, or the money to revamp my wardrobe. <br />
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While I was at home teaching colors, manners, shapes, potties and ABCs, somebody invented the fax machine. The desktop computer had become a fixture in every office. Nobody was using mimeographs to make copies anymore. Carbon paper was a dinosaur. And I was someone who had learned how type (remember touch-typing?) on a manual typewriter. Oh. My. Gawd.<br />
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I sat down and looked at this thing on my new desk. Oh, sure, I knew what a computer was. I didn't own one. I pushed the power button. I waited. I clicked on that big lower-case e with Saturn's belt around it. I knew that my job required me to tackle this unknown territory. The home page was the insurance company's site. I clicked on "agent log-in". <br />
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Everything I had learned in school about research was obsolete. Everything I thought I knew about what it takes to have other people read your words was a moot point. No need for a thesaurus, a dictionary, a translation dictionary OR a style guide. Everything I thought about privacy was proven wrong.<br />
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I was online.<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-60856037417549151382011-09-07T12:31:00.002-07:002011-09-07T13:00:36.788-07:00Denim Doubts<div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">Jeans. They can evoke so much emotion in us: the hot jeans we wear on a date, the skinny jeans we can finally fit into, mom jeans we vow never to wear, the comfy jeans we’ll never throw out.</span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">The assignment this week is to write a piece – fiction or creative non-fiction – in which jeans play a prominent role. You can even write an ode if you’re so inclined.</span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">Word limit is 600</span></em></div><br />
Wrangler came out with some new style of jeans that was supposed to give Janelle a J-Lo butt. She threw them across the footboard of her bed and tried not to think about it.<br />
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<em>What's wrong with me?</em> She thought. Shopping for clothes always gave her that feeling of frustration and despair.<br />
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Diets. Exercise. Shopping. Advertisements. Music videos. It seemed like every force on earth was lining up together to make her feel like a failure. The tears spilled out, and a little profanity along with them. Why was this so hard?<br />
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The phone rang. It was Suzanne, Janelle's best friend. How did she always know when to call? <br />
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"What's up, chickie pooh?" Suzanne was always cheerful.<br />
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"Not much. I just got back from the mall." Janelle's voice was flat.<br />
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"Oh. Well. I know how you feel about that. I bought a bottle of really nice Malbec. Can I come over? I have an idea." Suzane said.<br />
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"Sure. I'll make popcorn and we can talk."<br />
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An hour later, Suzanne revealed her idea. Janelle loved the idea, they spent the rest of the evening sketching out a plan for how to make the idea happen.<br />
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In only 18 months, Annie-Elle Jeans rolled into the stores. Real women's jeans. For women with real bodies. With pockets that could actually hold something, and zippers long enough that no one had to do the crawl to get into their jeans. Stylish, not blingy, nobody's name emblazoned across the ass. They didn't show your butt crack to the world, didn't ride up into your lady bits, the waist band was a little stretchy without looking like elastic pull-up jeans. And they came in a wide variety of size and length combinations, so that no one had to wear high-waters.<br />
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Jeans that felt so right on her body encouraged her to buy new lingerie and some hot new shoes. It wasn't nearly as painful anymore. She found out she had been wearing the wrong size bra. Looking in the dressing room mirror, wearing a sexy red bra that lifted the girls up high and round, she realized for the first time in her adult life that she was<strong><em> built.</em></strong> Why hadn't she seen this before? Janelle had the hourglass shape and womanly curves that turned heads everywhere she went. Great legs, gorgeous hair, an amazing rack... all things she had been ambivalent about because she was worried about a few pounds. <br />
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The realization that there wasn't anything wrong with her, that clothing makers were making clothes for mannequins and not women, opened up the windows to her life and let the fresh air in. Gone were the "I give up" ponytails, cheap flip-flops, yoga pants and over sized men's t-shirts. She bought clothes that pleased <em>her</em>, and found another hair stylist (one who did not say "very thick and wavy" like it was a bad thing). She got rid of every speck of heavy makeup in her bag, threw out every can of meal-replacement-shake crap in her fridge. She got to know the people at the farmer's market by their first names. Granny panties? In the trash! Self-help books? Goodwill! Exercise dvds? Gone! She bought a great vintage-look bicycle and started shopping locally, piling her groceries in the cute little basket on the handle bars. She stopped using the elevator all the time. She traded in her old sedan on a sports car and drove that to the city instead. She burned her punch card for Tastee-Freez. No one else was in control anymore.<br />
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Next year, watch for Annie-Elle's new swimsuit line.<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-86575071947278429062011-09-06T11:49:00.001-07:002011-09-06T13:36:31.969-07:00Those Days<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>This week we asked you to write a memoir piece beginning with the words, “I miss my childhood”.</em></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>We also asked you to keep it to 500 words. Just a reminder word count limits are there for a reason: to help you self-edit, and also to help our community members read more than a post or two.</em></span></div><br />
I miss my childhood innocence.<br />
Before I knew that people died, <br />
That people lied.<br />
Before I knew there was poverty, pain, illness.<br />
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I miss my childhood naivete.<br />
School was the biggest worry in my life.<br />
My only strife<br />
Was chores to do before I played.<br />
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I miss my carefree childhood.<br />
No responsibilites except to be a child.<br />
Never wild.<br />
And only striving to be good.<br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-15453309165741422272011-08-31T12:04:00.003-07:002011-08-31T15:07:22.122-07:00Four Seasons<div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">For this week’s prompt, write about a season of change for your character or you. It can be literal or metaphorical.</span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>We sat at the table, me with a glass of moscato and him with a bottle of beer. We didn't eat dinner. We didn't watch a movie. We sat across the table from each other and said very little...and drank. Not our usual reaction to life's crises.<br />
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Twenty-two years of our lives together were changing that day. All in one day. In one, rip-it-off-quick-so-it-won't-hurt-as-much moment in that one day. A season, began when our oldest was born, was ending. Our baby left for college. <br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">We cried. We talked about what wonderful kids we had. We cried some more. Drank some more. Then we looked at each other, silently considering the same question: Now what?</span><br />
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The answers floated around us like autumn leaves swirling in the breeze.<br />
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Less cooking. <br />
Less laundry.<br />
Less laughing.<br />
Done with high school.<br />
Our youngest son's wit and fun, out of the house and far away.<br />
An extra parking space.<br />
The loud sound of silence, where video games and the beat of music used to echo.<br />
Half-empty grocery carts. <br />
An empty bedroom.<br />
A half-empty house.<br />
Learning how to worry long-distance.<br />
No way to check up.<br />
Don't know his teachers.<br />
No need to leave the porch light on when we went to bed. <br />
We could walk around the house naked. <br />
Learning how to refocus our attention.<br />
Sex in any room, at any time of day.<br />
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Just us again. Like it was in the beginning. But now we know each other better. Now we love each other more. Now we know how to live together. We just have to learn how to live <em><strong>alone together</strong></em> again.<br />
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The third season of our life.<br />
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<div style="text-align: left;">Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZ</div>Trish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-72199768641033252102011-06-09T17:19:00.002-07:002011-06-09T17:24:17.321-07:00Unanswered Prayers<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>This week, we'd like you to write a scene that includes a happy ending.<br />
Surprise us. Don't give us what we expect.</em></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="text-align: center;"></div>The address on the fat yellow envelope was shaky. That's because Anya's hand was shaking when she wrote it.<br />
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"WFM Publishing's editors are interested in the book proposal you sent on February 10th. Please send a hard copy of the full manuscript to my attention for further consideration." That's what the email said. At least, those were the words that mattered. Please send manuscript. Interested. Consideration. They seemed like magic words, the "abacadabra" that would make her lifelong dream come true.<br />
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Hazy, half-formed pictures of literary success floated around in her brain like watercolor dreams. Book signings, rave reviews, book clubs, bestseller lists...all the things a successful author enjoyed. Most of it scared her. Fame? Terrifying. Public speaking? Mortifying. Marketing? What was that? Getting published was the only part of the dream that Anya had focused on; she pushed the realities of it away.<br />
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Anya dropped the envelope in the mail. Should she tell her husband? Would it be better to surprise him if she sold her book? She thought about the look on his face if she just casually handed him an advance check of many thousands of dollars. (Big dreams! Anya smiled to herself.) Would it sell enough that she could become a full-time novelist? She could hire an au pair and spend blissful hours writing, in some sun-filled corner room. <br />
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Weeks went by, then months. Anya imagined how she would furnish her writer's den. She speculated on how many books she'd have to sell to make it into a higher tax bracket. She thought about a sequel. Movie rights!<br />
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Then she looked at her little daughter, four years old and freckle-faced. She looked at her husband. He was as much a part of her as her own heart was. They had developed the kind of marriage that simply <em>works</em>, with love and laughter filling their home as naturally as cool freshness filled it on a rainy day. There was room in her life to write, because he was so supportive. Anya had crafted the life she wanted. Writing that bestseller was an old dream, but she wasn't as sure about it anymore. Maybe it wasn't the right time for that wish to be fulfilled. Maybe she was just losing her nerve because change is so frightening.<br />
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She opened the letter, and smiled.<br />
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"Thank you for letting us consider your novel for publication. Unfortunately, it does not fit our needs at the current time. Please contact us again with your next project."<br />
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Anya didn't need a happy ending. She had a happy now.<br />
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<div style="text-align: left;">Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZ</div>Trish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-32854726367391252642011-06-01T13:14:00.004-07:002011-06-09T16:38:37.140-07:00Marrow<div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">I wrote this as participation in the Red Dress Club. <a href="http://freefringes.com/2011/06/08/lovelinks-10/">I'm also submitting to Free Fringes'</a> <a href="http://freefringes.com/tags/lovelinks/">lovelinks</a> because this one really felt good to me.... and because I love lovelinks (found some fun blogs there!).</span></em><br />
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<em><span style="font-size: x-small;">We'd like you to write about what your character wants most.<br />
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Which reminds me of the scene in </span></em><a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0119217/" title="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0119217/"><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">Good Will Hunting</span></em></a><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em> when Robin Williams' character asks Matt Damon's character, Will, what he wants. And Will can't answer. Because he doesn't really know.<br />
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Do you know what you want most? Does your character? Write a piece of 600 words or less and come back to link up here Friday. </em></span><i><span style="font-size: x-small;">This prompt was inspired by a prompt from </span><a href="http://www.writingforward.com/" title="http://www.writingforward.com/"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Writing Forward</span></a><span style="font-size: x-small;">.</span></i> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img alt="" height="1px" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234448699298977391-3054863596528326696?l=thereddressclub.blogspot.com" width="1px" /></div><img height="1px" src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/TheRedDressClub/~4/Qrv3wDvVMFE?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email" width="1px" /><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">There is a golden moment at day's end. That fleeting time between the end of day and the beginning of night, when the sun is down, the sky is still light and the trees are black silhouettes against the comfortable blue of the sky...that is the marrow.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">There is a peaceful calm just before I drift off to sleep. The day's worries leave me for a time, my hope rises that tomorrow will be an easy and productive day, my body relaxes into my cozy bed and the sound of my sweet husband's even breathing lulls me deeper into rest. That is the marrow.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">When the holiday meal is over and everyone sits companionably around the table, stuffed and happy, when the cooking is successfully over and the evening sets in, we tell the family stories. We laugh and remember; we contemplate the distance between those treasured moments and the pleasant now. Everyone feels warm, supported and loved. That is the marrow.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">After nine months of joyful anticipation, edged with anxiety for the momentous task ahead, after hours in the delivery room, I held a new baby boy in my arms. I did that twice, four years apart. They were beautiful, wet and squalling, and my wonderful new role wrapped around me like a warm blanket. That, too, was the marrow.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">It's the tasty, chewy center to life's crunchy, difficult outer parts. It is the rich, life-giving, replenishing nucleus of a life dappled by the shadows of everyday challenges. I strive for it always.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Where ever I am and whatever I am doing, I look for those juicy moments of peace. Sometimes they flit near me, but stay out of reach, chased away by the trials of the day. Other times, they hang around patiently and I have a long stretch of simple joy.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I chase those moments of marrow like my OCD dog chases her ball. I work for it each day. I cultivate it and try to create opportunities for it to show up. I wait to see it coming, my ears perky and my eyes blazing. My heart speeds up and my anticipation rises and BAM! The moment is there. The only thing to do is to stop where I am and gaze with relief and pleasure on the brief interlude when all the world falls into place for a few glimmering seconds.</span><br />
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Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-26502525793033808512011-04-04T14:27:00.000-07:002011-04-05T08:30:23.995-07:00Pink Poodles in a Garden of Honeysuckle<div style="text-align: center;"><em>This week, your memoir prompt assignment is to think of a sound or a smell the reminds you of something from your past and write a post about that memory. Don't forget to incorporate the sound/smell of your choosing!</em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">"Mom, I don't feel good. Can I stay home from school today?" I was eleven years old, and a student in sixth grade.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Mom felt my forehead, looked into my eyes, and decided I was faking it. She had good reason to decide that, because I was a talented faker. And she knew I had P.E. that day and I HATED P.E. Off to school I went. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">I wasn't really faking.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">I threw up on the bus. The speed at which all the kids around me made it to the front of the bus would have broken land speed records. The trash can I threw up into sat right on the heater vent and the smell of warm vomit started to fill the bus. But that isn't the smell I want to tell you about.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">The school nurse called Mom, Mom picked me up and took me to Dr. Raven's office right away. It turns out that I had mononucleosis, tonsilitis, strep throat and pneumonia. It landed my skinny little 11-year-old butt in the Eisenhower Memorial Hospital in Colorado Springs. My first stay in the hospital. My fever rose so high I became delirous. Even now, over 35 years later, I can still recall the delirium dream featuring pink poodles.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">When I was well enough to receive visitors, my favorite auntie, Tante Cine (short for Francine), came by to see me. She was an Avon lady; she was my own personal cheerleader and has been all of my life. She brought me Avon Honeysuckle hand cream.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">My <strong><em>first</em></strong> grown-up lady stuff! Up to then, I was allowed to smell like either dirt or Ivory soap and that was it. The hand cream came in a little tub. I unscrewed the cap and smelled it. My first grown up cosmetic. It was damn near worth getting sick for. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">She took a dab of the cream and smoothed into my stubby little tomboy hands. My nails were chewed, I had callouses from where I held the handlebars of my bike. Cuts and scrapes and nicks and bruises...it all seemed better because my Tante Cine gave me honeysuckle scented hand cream.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Tanta sat with me for an hour or so and we talked about all those things that are so important to a pre-teen. Time for dinner, if you could call it that, approached and Auntie went home. The nurses were kind; they ooo-d and ahhhh-d generously at my new treasure. I talked them all into trying it, as if I were the one who had invented hand cream, and gushed about what a miracle this fragrant stuff was. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">To this day, the smell of honeysuckles takes me back to a moment in my life when I felt cherished, cared for and so very grown up. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div>Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZTrish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-37287657032612528732011-03-28T12:04:00.000-07:002011-03-29T17:20:41.889-07:00Odd Girl Out<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>For this week's RemembeRED prompt, we're asking you to remember kindergarten. If, after thinking about it for a while, you can't recall anything, move on to first grade. </em></span></div><span style="font-size: x-small;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>Mine your memories and write about the earliest grade you can recall. What was special? What was ordinary? What did you feel? Hear? See? Smell?</em></span></div><div></div><div><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I am the baby of the family and like all youngest chilren, I wanted to do all the things that my siblings were doing. The idea of going to school like my brothers and sister thrilled me. I thought school was going to be the coolest thing since round wheels were invented.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">My sister, seven years older, had been playing "school" with me forever. I thought school would be like that: where I was the center of attention (a rare treat for the youngest in a big family), and where everything was fun and I would spend time on things I liked doing.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">It was 1969. My sister would be going to junior high that year, my brothers would be in middle school and I...I would be starting kindergarten! I was so excited. I dreamed of notebooks and pencils and a lunchbox of my very own. Mom loaded us up in the Oldsmobile and off we went to register for school.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Mom saved me for last. At the time, I thought that made my registration the most special. I have since realized that she made a loop and my school was the last one before the grocery shopping trip.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">While my siblings were comparing schedules and doing a "who's who" of the teachers they would have, Mom held my hand and we walked in to the elementary school office.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">The first person to greet her was Mr. Hessong, the school principal. I was in awe of this important dignitary, the famous Mr. Hessong. He was short and balding; he smelled like Old Spice, wore a pinstripe, double-breasted suit and had a very kind smile. My sister liked him, but my brother thought he was a tyrant. I have since figured<em><strong> that</strong></em> out, too.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">The receptionist handed Mom a big stack of papers. Is she up to date on her vaccinations? How long has she been a resident of the school district? Mom completed the forms in her neat backhand slant and we went to the next station. We walked past the restrooms, with their peculiar smell of industrial deodorizer, mingled with little-boys-who-miss and Pine-sol.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Mom and I sat at a long cafeteria table: you know the kind, with a formica top and picnic bench seats attached. A sign was taped on the end, "Kindergarten Registration", written to mimic a child's writing, even down to a backwards "K". The irony of that still cracks me up. A teacher waited for us to sit. This was the woman who turned out to be the one who would put a pin to my balloon. The dasher of dreams. My nemesis.</span></div><div><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">You would think I would remember her name, wouldn't you? She sat there in her round wire-frame glasses. Her flat, reddish hair was parted severely down the middle and a long ponytail that ended in a ratty, skinny tail of split ends. She was fairly young, but smelled like Geritol and White Shoulders. She looked at my forms, talked to my mother and then began to quiz me.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"Do you know what color this is?" she asked, holding up a pencil.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"Red."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"Good. Do you know what shape this is?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"A circle."</span></div><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"Well, I would have expected you to say 'round', but I suppose that will do. Can you tie your shoes?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"Yes, ma'am." (Mom taught us to be polite.)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"And what is this?" She held up a book. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"That's 'Little House on the Prairie'."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Dragon Lady frowned. "And this?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"A Child's Book of Days" I was sure I was correct.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">She shook her head, looked back at my paperwork and dropped a bomb. "I'm sorry. Patricia is a little bit too young to start kindergarten this year. She won't have the social skills to manage this transition yet, and since she can read, she won't feel challenged by the curriculum. She won't fit in. She will just be a disruption."</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I could read, but I didn't understand what a "disruption" was. Whatever it was, it wasn't good, I could tell that much. Mom looked over at me and I was afraid I had done something wrong. Then she looked back at the Dragon Lady and over at the two books that had been my undoing. Then she levelled her green eyes on the teacher.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"Are you the kindergarten teacher?" Mom asked.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"Yes." replied Dragon Lady.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"Good. Because I don't want her in your class. She'll start first grade next year with Mrs. Vest and you can keep your kindergarten!" My Mom. The Great Defender, with a Dutch accent that made her twice as intimidating.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I cried all the way home. I had been rejected. My dreams of school were crushed. I would have to wait a whole year and that seemed like a lifetime. Dragon Lady didn't care that I was a good girl who would never have dared to be disruptive. She didn't care that I was so excited at the prospect of going to school that she would have been my hero. I was exactly the sort of child who would have come home with "teacher said this" and "teacher said that" until the whole family would want to drown me. She didn't care that, as my first teacher, she would have had an influence on my lifelong relationship with learning. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Instead, she took a short look at a skinny, timid girl and chose not to bother.</span><br />
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<em><span style="font-size: x-small;">I'm sorry to say that this is only slightly fictionalized. I actually was rejected for kindergarten for those two reasons. As a kindergarten reject, I never learned to take a nap, color inside the lines, drink milk, share or cut paper in a straight line. It's been holding me back ever since.</span></em><br />
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<em><span style="font-size: x-small;">I am not wonderfully happy with this piece. It feels clunky to me, and even after reading it a jillion times, I'm having trouble figuring out what is clunking. Ideas? Be tough, I can take it. I got over being rejected for K. I'll get over concrit, too. :-)</span></em><br />
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<div></div><span style="font-size: large;">Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZ</span><br />
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</div><em></em>Trish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-59140630023544421972011-03-21T17:34:00.001-07:002012-07-17T14:55:16.075-07:00Forgiveness<div align="center"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><em>This week's Remembe(RED) writing prompt was to write about forgiveness;</em></span></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family: Georgia;">forgiving someone else, yourself...forgiveness.</span></em></div><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I thought I was good at forgiveness. When my sweet husband annoys me or inadvertently hurts my feelings, I am able to let it go quickly. I had a great childhood, but my parents were not very demonstrative or encouraging. Instead of being angry or blaming, I taught myself to look for the love in their actions, focus on that and accept it as a token of love. I certainly didn't stay mad at my children when they made childish mistakes. I even found it in my heart to forgive a brother who had really let the family down in our hour of need. I thought I was good at forgiveness.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Then one day, when I was nearly forty and looking down the barrel of Mother Nature's aging gun, I realized I suck at forgiveness. I hadn't forgiven myself for putting my dreams on hold. I still lambasted me when I looked at myself in the mirror. I hadn't made peace with my flaws or my spirituality and I didn't feel like I had progressed as a human being to the degree I should have. Should have. Could have. Would have. But didn't. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">I decided I better learn more about forgiveness and acceptance and I started with me.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">I looked in the mirror. I really looked. It wasn't easy, but I looked. OK, I do have oily skin and a bumpy nose. My hair is very fine and a mousy dark blonde. But I looked beyond that and decided I have nice, large, gray eyes. My lashes are fair but they are quite long and thick. The oily skin has protected me from wrinkles, so I don't think I look as old as I am. The occasional zits contributes to that illusion of youth. I'm not skinny anymore, but neither am I overweight. Just curvy. I'm short, but at least I'm taller than I am wide. All in all, I'm no beauty but I'm pretty damn cute. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Next I examined my faith. After long introspection, I decided that I had come to a closer approximation of true faith than many avid churchgoers will ever see. The heck with them, my faith is between me and God, and we are just fine.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">My dreams. Oh, my many dreams. I wanted to be an anthropologist or an archaeologist and a journalist and a Pulitzer-prize winning novelist. I wanted a home and a family. I wanted to have a ranch. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Forgiveness and reality make good bedfellows, so I revisited those dreams. I don't want to be an anthropologist. I'd chip a nail. I don't want to be a journalist because I'd have to be unbiased. I worked hard for all these opinions; I'm keeping them. I'm allergic to animals <em>and </em>hay, so no ranches. I already have a home and a family I cherish. The last thing was the Pulitzer-prize winning novelist. So I sat down to write the story that had been percolating in my brain. I finished it. I had it <a href="http://www.amazon.com/A-Gathering-of-Light-ebook/dp/B004BA5ETC/ref=pd_rhf_p_t_1">e-published</a>. Maybe it will become a best-selling ebook. I'm still chasing that dream.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">I am still working on being a better version of myself. I want to be more patient, more creative, more tactful and more energetic. I want to learn how to make chili that won't wound anyone. I want to be better at embracing my talents, instead of feeling different and disapproved of. I want to stop ending my sentences with prepositions. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">At least, I've learned how to forgive myself for not having those attributes now, and learned how to work toward them without scolding me.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZ</span>Trish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-79982527849063080612011-03-15T10:47:00.000-07:002011-03-15T13:09:50.342-07:00Mom's Belgian Endive aka Witlof<div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">This week's prompt asked us to describe your favorite fruit or vegetable: the first time you tasted it, where it came from, where you were, what memories it brings.</span></em></div><br />
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My Mom was born and raised in Rotterdam, Netherlands, and came to America as a young adult. She brought with her a heritage of Dutch cooking, which seem to come in two varieties: the potatoes, cheese, onion and cabbage type of meals or, thanks to Rotterdam's importance as a shipping port, spicy Indonesian type dishes. <br />
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When Mom was in the mood for comfort food from her childhood, she would make this dish that had black-eyed peas and Indonesian spices in it. It smelled exactly like the north end of a jackass walking south and we kids all hated it. It took all day to make, so we had the whole day to dread that pot of beans. After a bean day, we were a little scared any time Mom was going to make Dutch food.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWgcbw2R9uxm3v5-i2LXVDfXfiMDiJqlIEc0fQnM3HESfGVuxlp9i7a4ejPJ5JDdaO7c8OFcp3Ea1Tqy36NnrP5WUieH3-Hd_luZCJlJujtPuPNxZBn7hC48G-zfTIJ4T1cFBdnw-yKg/s1600/endive.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" q6="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWgcbw2R9uxm3v5-i2LXVDfXfiMDiJqlIEc0fQnM3HESfGVuxlp9i7a4ejPJ5JDdaO7c8OFcp3Ea1Tqy36NnrP5WUieH3-Hd_luZCJlJujtPuPNxZBn7hC48G-zfTIJ4T1cFBdnw-yKg/s200/endive.jpg" width="106" /></a></div>And then one day, about 30 years ago, Mom came home from the grocery store with a treasure: a food she hadn't tasted since she left Holland. Belgium Endive. They are easier to find now, but back then they were unusual. <br />
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I looked at the white and green endives, shaped like a bullet, and thought, "Oh no. I bet these are going to be like those damn beans." I liked vegetables, but I was afraid she was going to dip them in some weird spice that grows only on trees that get pooped on by some particular monkey. Or something. I also knew better than to show any reluctance, though, because Mom would not tolerate a decision on food until we'd tasted it. So I watched.<br />
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She steamed them for about 15 minutes, and then rolled them in heavy cream, then seasoned breadcrumbs mixed with parmesan cheese. She drizzled butter over the top, sprinkled on some more of the crumb mixture and baked at 400 until they were golden brown and fragrant.<br />
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Oh. My. Heavens. They were so rich in my mouth! More flavorful than a lettuce and milder than cabbage, they had a flavor and texture all their own. The butter and parmesan belong together in the dictionary under "Perfect". Of course, you could roll pretty much anything in breadcrumbs, cheese and butter and make it tasty, but these were divine.<br />
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Mom told us about the little green grocer where Grandma did her vegetable shopping, and the cheese market where Grandma bought cheese. She told us about how excited she was at her first trip to a supermarket, a uniquely American invention. She told us how Grandma was a "calendar cook". You could tell what day of the week it was by what was on the table. Mom is a much more creative cook.<br />
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When I can get Belgium Endive now, I almost eat myself sick on them. I love the way they taste and I love their connection to my own roots. I even love that they taught me not to jump to conclusions.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Always, feel free to comment! Trish in AZ</span>Trish Ileshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10843855934101044782noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080133291260142287.post-22711333190324702672011-03-10T19:27:00.000-07:002011-03-11T09:43:11.297-07:00Beautifully Ugly<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><i>This week's assignment is to write a short piece, either fiction or non-fiction, about something ugly - and find the beauty in it.</i></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">They were ruined. Bent and gnarled and covered with brown spots, Grandma's hands were ruined. Arthritis had eaten away at the joints, a fall had damaged her wrist, years of toil had roughened and chapped her hands until there was nothing feminine left to see in them.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">Once, they were the strong and unyielding hands of a determined young woman. They were hands that had lifted her firstborn baby, dead from diphtheria, from his crib. They were hands that had scraped together meals during a starving time and then rejoiced when peace came. She had dipped her hands in a bucket of soda-ed water to scrub floors so many times that they were permanently red. As she aged, the skin had thinned so much that the slightest scratch made a gash which left a scar. </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">If Grandma held her hand up to you in warning, it looked as wide as a door and twice as hard. (She never did spank me, though.) If she shook a finger at you, that crooked digit waving in the air shamed you into "behavior". </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">But when she held my infant son, her first great-grandchild, her sure touch and loving, gentle tenderness made her hands beautiful again. When I was a child and she used her work-wearied hands to guide my own hands to knit a stitch, or to dredge smelts in flour, or to squeeze butter cookie dough from the cookie press, her long-fingered, reddened hands were beautiful. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">When I was a bride and she held my hand to see my wedding ring, the soft stroke of her hand on mine was filled with joy for my happiness. The beauty of her came through her touch and filled our hearts. Her patience and wisdom could be found in her teaching hands. The knowledge of a lifetime was seen in her busy hands, accomplishing her tasks. The love that she felt for all of us was easy to see in the delicate touch of her hands. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">The day came when her hands were too worn out to even hold a book. I saw her in the nursing home. I sat next to her bed she beckoned me closer. I placed my hand on her blanket and looked into her ancient face, smiling. And on my own young, hard-working hand, she laid her ragged, sore, withered and <i>beautiful</i> hand.</span><br />
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